Grieving

When life learned you to be strong
When you reached your deepest darks
When you are so alone that, in fact
It doesn't matter anymore, you're lost
Somewhere in your own mind.
You continue to struggle to live
That daily routine that doesn't make sense
There is no other way then to be strong
Again and again, to try to cope with
That abhorrent lonlyness of yours
Again and again, to try to defeat
That desperate destiny that lead
Nowhere you want to be
Your own insignifiance overwhelm you
There is nothing else to do
Except to be strong again and again
To try to give the best of you
This last part of you, this conscience
That, at least, never leave you in peace
And remind you that you are still alive
That what you feel exist, and a whisper
Deep and secretly in your heart
That you're your own savior
Everything wigh upon your shoulders
No one can help you better than yourself
How to face this reality? No, no, no...
I don't want to deal with that
I don't want to believe it's true
How can I leave hope and trust?
But, to trust in myself? But, to trust in others...
But, to ditch all the why I'll never know
Time will alleviate my sorrow
But, today, I don't want to hear it
I want to take long, to hang around
To be weak, to cry, to let it goes.