To look like or to be

Why I didn't beleive you?
You promised me things you don't even dreamt of
Maybe you thought that
This is what I want, so you just tried to make it true

You imagined a perfect world
A perfect girl who doesn't exist in a life not for you nor than me
And then, when things began
To get a little serious between us you were afraid of your own false dreams

And you ran away like a tief
Like a lier, like a coward, like a man that can't bear to be engaged
But, do you know what?
I didn't beleive you a second. I know you more than you think

I'm not that little innocent pretty girl
Because I grew up in a richer familly and I have a higher education then you
I don't even dream of your perfect
Little silly fictive world : in a beautiful castle near the beach

You didn't even think it's worthwhile
To ask me what I want the most. It's like you didn't even care
You know what? I know it isn't that
I know why you did that, the reason why you treated me as a bitch

Maybe you dream of love
Of a home, a place to be yourself, like the rest of us
Maybe you were told
A perfect life would be this silly perfect smiling family

An American Dream, a quiet hapiness
A pretty house, beautiful children, everyone smiling from sunrise to down
You know what, at night they cry
We all know that this doesn't exist. Not even a single day!

Maybe you tought you can act it
Do as if you're that man, the one that fit in that silly dream
I didn't beleive you
Not even a second. I loved you because you're not that perfect man!

Maybe you want to repair
That life you tried to have with that woman who stole your boy!
Maybe you imagined you can
Build this home you never had when you were young.

Don't be a fool! This doesn't exist
There is just us, little people with our own big problems
We can go mad in any situation
We aren't allowed to be ourselves : Me, you, all of us

Why did you try to beleive in that?
That you can be a man that you're not? Please, try to love yourself first
Yes, as you are, as you're born to be
Accept also that I'm not and will never be someone else than me!

I'm not the devil nor than an angel
I'm not innocent nor than omniscient. I'm just me as you are just you
I didn't beleive you because
You didn't even beleive in what you said but, you know what?

I still beleive in you
This doesn't mean we should be together, forever, that silly dream!
This just mean that whatever
You try to look like, I'm not blind. The one I love Is your true you

I know you look like a man
Who do not care about my words but, you know what? I know you care.

Destiny against Reality

Reality isn't easy. Reality isn't human
Reality has no mercy. But don't forget!
If you dare to try to make your dreams real
They'll come true, one day or another.

In a way or another, life isn't easy
There is always a duty waiting for us
And now how can we feel free to live?
The solution is to be ourselves.

Don't forget, there is always someone
Who try to help you to see the truth
A truth that isn't yours. Follow you heart.
Do what the whisper in your mind says.

Don't think you're a fool or that you're mad
You're unique, the way you live doesn't matter
It makes no difference except on your hapiness
Don't let the chance soar away, grab it!

The only good way to live is your own way
The one you can't avoid, the one that haunt you
This doesn't mean your way is going to be easy
Because reality has no mercy, reality isn't human

But, don't give up, try agin, do it again
Your way will have no end if you dare to do it
You'll find your heart filled with the energy to go on
The one coming from inside of you will flow

Reality isn't easy.  Reality isn't human
Reality has no mercy.  But don't forget!
If you dare to try to make your dreams real
They'll come true, one day or another.